Bucket List

-Get a tattoo
-Skydive
-Travel to exotic places
-Fall in love
-Change someones life
-Adopt and animal
-Create a collection of camera/lens
-See a volcano
-Be remembered
-Travel to Haiti
-Write a book
-Be successful
-Scuba dive in the coral reef
-Complete a marathon

Treatment

With major past depression, Henry suffers from split personality disorder. Working at the New York Times, Henry is a journalist with a loving and supportive girlfriend. As he becomes stressed, his split personality, Jared takes over his mind and body. Henry unknowingly lives a double life; Jared is involved in gang problems, drugs, alcohol and has multiple money issues. Henry continues to try and overcome his issues involving Jared with the support of his girlfriend and therapeutic best friend Bill, until his world comes crashing down.

Blinded

And, the next instant,
my sight was taken away,
my senses shot up,
my first and only thought was protection.

Aware of my every movement,
aware of every sound,
aware of all people and all things.

And I heard a sound.

I walked, I stopped
I froze, and I walked again.

Ouch, the door.
Ouch! My foot.
Sorry, watch your step.

I think I'm back,
Blind fold removed.

Ten of Swords

Ms Cat says there could be a reason behind picking out these tarot cards. Each card has a specific meaning, and it could be considered your fate in which card you happen to pick out. I picked out a card by the name of Ten of Swords...Sounds a little haunting. There is a girl holding and grieving over a younger girl, with a lightning bolt straight down the middle. The colours in the card consist of purple, black, pink and a small amount of yellow. As reflected in the name, there are 10 swords (5 on each side) pointing down towards the girls in the bottom middle of he card. The swords seem to be somewhat weathered or rusty. It seems to be a sunset in the background, and the stars on the outside of that. There are purple and yellow in the corners of the card.
So, my thought towards this card is...what the hell is that supposed to mean?! Looks like a scary car, actually! Is this telling me my future if full of grieving and darkness? Maybe I'm misinterpreting the picture, but to me it doesn't seem good.

Henry and Jared

Henry Little is a white male, his parents both from European backgrounds. He is about 5’10 and has an average looking male body, but he likes to work out at times to let off steam. He has short curly dark brown hair, barely covering his ears. He likes to have a bit of stubble because it covers up a few of the scars on his face from his father abuse as a child. He has glasses, but would much rather wear his contact lenses. He dresses quite sharp, usually a nice dress shirt and either dark jeans or dress pants, sometimes with a tie, even though at work they aren’t very strict about a dress code. Henry has a tattoo of a cartoon devil on the lower left side of his back, in which he does not recall since he got it as Jared took over him. Henry is a wise man, and usually always has a smart opinion or remark towards comments from his work peers. He is a pleasant man to be around and is quite the entertainer. At home with Marie, he is very affectionate to her and it is apparent that they truly love each other, although she has noted before that it is extremely hard to be near Henry when he is stressed or upset because of his situation and Jared – his split personality alter ego. She says he turns into a completely different person, one that she doesn’t know at all. He often visits his mother who lives in the apartment next door to his and Marie’s. At times when Henry speaks, he zones out and stutters along his words. Henry can sometimes become extremely depressed from his position at work, for he has to write and photograph any disasters and despair around his area in the United States (although this can trigger a worsened depression and condition, he still hopes for a promotion in which he would start to travel more because he wants to provide the best life for his family, and he believes making more money would be the only way to do that since he suffers from split personality disorder, and isn’t always ‘himself’). At times, even certain noises can trigger Henry to befall into Jared. When Jared takes over his mind, he does unexpected and bad things to himself and others. Jared is extremely rude because he believes the whole world has ganged up and turned against him. He usually turns to a local bar, in which he becomes extremely intoxicated and harasses woman. He has been noted before to use prostitutes and abuse them, as well.

Skyscraper

I am talked about

I am irrelevant

I am foolish

I am feeble

I am distasteful

I am loathsome

I am square

I am simple

I am sensitive

I am oblivious

I am incomplete

I am young

I am becoming

I am stable

I am bold

I am brilliant

I am worthy

I am colourful

I am fearless

I am graceful

I am fresh

I am complete

You and I

My first mistake was when I left,

when I left without you.

A revolution of indescribable feelings,

feelings we can’t even describe.

So sit down here where you belong,

you belong right here with me.